College life 22***********************Monday, the start of the second week in November, Kris and I were up andoff to class. We knew we had another solid two weeks and two days beforethe Thanksgiving break. Walking out of the dorm towards our classes, wediscussed what our plans were between now and then. I had in the back ofmy mind going home but it didn’t want to be leaving Corey for a weekend.It wasn’t the trust thing… who am I k**ding? I loved being with him somuch and more so that he worked. Our football team was off this weekendthen away the following weekend, then back here for Thanksgiving weekend toend our season. Kris mentioned basketball as well but maybe every now andthen would be okay as a break from other things in and around the dorm.I walked into my class and felt a hand on my shoulder. “Where have youbeen, Matt?” Ben asked me.”Oh… I’ve been here. Where have you been?” I asked.”I guess I didn’t look around much,” Ben said and laughed. We grabbed ourseats before the professor started. After a long lecture, he announced onefinal exam the Monday before Thanksgiving to give us a big head’s up.Ben walked out with me, “Hey maybe if you’re studying in the library againwe could…””Who knows?” I said but that was the last thing I was going to do and messup a great thing with Corey now that we were stream rolling ahead.”I’ll see you then,” Ben said.After lunch with Kris, Jess and Alex, I headed to my art class and washappy to see Hayden. He noticed my piercing and complimented me on it. Hesaid he heard about everyone’s tattoos and loved the design I chose forScott. The crazy professor interrupted us and started in our lecture.Some days were very interesting and others weren’t. Today was one of thosedays when it was boring to me with sculptures.Reilly did say hi to me and Hayden when class was finished. Hayden and Iwalked outside. “So any changes with Scott?” I asked.”Matt… I’m going see what happens. Going home this weekend was great forme and let me clear my head,” Hayden said. “I think Scott really missed meover the weekend.””I think he did too,” I said. “So there’s no break up around the corner?””Not after last night there’s not,” Hayden smiled. “Matt, I swear for thefirst time, Scott really made love to me.”I smiled, “It’s special when you feel that.””It was really special but I’m sure you and Corey make great love,” Haydensaid with a big smile.”We do,” I replied.”Isn’t it so wonderful? It’s like you never hope it ends,” Hayden pined.”I know, Hayden,” I said.We said goodbye when we came to the point where I went towards my dorm andhe went to his. I headed up and knew exactly what to expect. I threw downmy backpack and dressed before Kris came in the door. He did the samebefore we found whoever was willing to go.We did our thing at the rec center. I did speak with Corey for a minutebut never liked interrupting him while he was working. He said he would belate and may see me for a second since he had lots of homework.After a nothing afternoon and coming back from eating, Liz and Monica cameto join us and be with their boyfriends. We didn’t do much other thanwatch TV and pulled out some cards for a change of pace. I did finish upmy art paper while Kris and Liz along with Colt and Monica took over thebeds. Corey came after ten to say hello. I left the room for a minutewhile he and I talked and shared a long kiss in the hall.I was about to go inside when I heard someone climbing the stairs. All Isaw was curly hair and knew it was Juan. He gave me a big smile.”How’s your grandmother?” I asked.”Getting better every day,” Juan replied. “Hey, I like the brow piercing.Looks good on ya, Matt.””Thanks Juan,” I said. “Come on in. I’m sure Kris and Colt will want tosee ya.”Juan entered our room. It interrupted Kris and Colt for the moment. Weall were happy to see him back. Juan told us how he appreciated the helpand support of his great friends along with filling us in on hisgrandmother’s condition. buca escort He didn’t stay too long but long enough to checkout Kris and Colt’s tattoos. We gave him a sincere hug before he headeddown to his room.Our nightly chat wasn’t much since I was sleepy for some reason. I don’teven really remember what he was rambling about.Waking the next day and heading off to class, we come to find out we hadour first sick guy on the floor. It was Jess with maybe the flu orsomething nasty according to Juan and Scott. With our luck, we’d all haveit before Thanksgiving break.After class and going back to the dorm, Kris and I were taking it easy.Corey came knocking at the door. As soon as I opened it, I could seesomething wasn’t right by the grimace on his cute face.”Spill it, Corey. I know something is up with you,” I said.He broke down and started crying on my shoulders. I looked at Kris whilehe was looking at me.”Say something, dude,” Kris said now with us both trying to help Corey.”My mom… my fucking mom!” Corey cried. We moved to my bed where all Iknew to do was hold him while the tears flowed down his face. Corey wipedhis nose, “Goddamn, I fucking hate her!”Kris and I didn’t know what to say. “What about her?” I asked.Corey stood, biting his lip, “I fucking called her today, you know, tosee… to see how things were going. It started out…okay for us. Then Itold her I was back with you… Matt. She told me never to show my face inher house again and hoped I fucking… died!” He started crying again. Istood and let him cry on my shoulder.”That sucks Corey,” Kris said. “I guess you and Matt can spend all ofThanksgiving together at Matt’s then. He just said how much he would missyou over the break.””Matt, I love you so much,” Corey said to me and kissed me right there.”Corey, we’ll make it. I promise we’ll make it through this together,” Isaid. “I know it hurts but you and I have something special going onhere.”Corey and I sat down with Corey in control. “Goddamn this fucking sucks! Iwas so proud to have you Matt I had to tell her. Then she blew up on myass. I think I heard my mom’s real feelings about me being gay but ithurts so much still.””Corey, I’m sure it does,” Kris said. “We all make it through this. Ifsomething were to happen between you and Matt if nothing else I’m sureyou’d be welcome at home with me.””Thanks Kris,” Corey said. “I don’t know what I’d do without all you guyshere. I love each one of you to death.””Whoa there,” Kris laughed. “Save that for Matt.””You know what he means. You love each one of us too Kris,” I said.”Yeah, I guess I sort of do,” Kris laughed. “I guess I’ll leave you tooalone. I let Matt give you lots of loving.””Thanks Kris,” Corey said. Kris left the room.”Corey, unless one of us goes slap ass crazy again, we’re going to makeit,” I said. “Corey, I love you so much.””I love you too much Matt. Barring a total meltdown again, we will makeit,” Corey said.I kissed him with lots of passion and love. Seeing him break down nearingripped out my heart. We held each other close and continued to kiss.After a while, I got to see that big smile of his. He recanted the entireconversation to me while I held him and stroked his face and neck. Some ofit got rough and nasty if he was being truthful. He almost broke downagain but held it back.We were interrupted by Scott and Hayden at our door. I had a good feelingseeing them holding hands and smiling.”We heard,” Scott said. “That really sucks, Corey. My parents weresurprisingly cool about it when I told I had a boyfriend.””What? You told them?” I asked.”Yeah, I thought… wait I told them last night. Dad was like I guess wehave two gay boys now in the family. I think Mom cried but she said if itmade me happy then she was happy,” Scott replied. “I wanted to wait butsaid fuck it. I had to man up and tell them I was bi and had the bestboyfriend ever. Corey, I’m really sorry your mom doesn’t accept youcompletely.””When buca escort bayan I didn’t have a boyfriend, everything was cool between us. Youshould have heard the shit she said like I hope your gay ass dies of AIDSfrom getting butt fucked,” Corey said.”She said that?” Hayden said.”You don’t know my mom,” Corey said. “I was right there with her and toldher I love getting fucked in the ass plus loved sucking dick.””Damn dude,” Scott said. “I’m not that bold with the rents.””I’m not either,” I said.”Guys, I’m really to the point I don’t care if I ever see her again,” Coreysaid. “What can I do? I was hoping she’d at least be happy for me. Itwasn’t like Matt was coming with or anything.””What about your dad?” Hayden asked.”Hayden, I don’t know who my real Dad is,” Corey said. It was something Ididn’t know and never asked about. “I really think it was either a onenight stand or a boyfriend who left when he found out she was pregnant.”I grabbed Corey and saw he needed a kiss.”That should me you feel better,” Scott said. “Corey, we’re all going tomake it here. We have a great group of guys. Just look how everyonesupported Juan. Even Kendall and Noah came up last night after they heardhe was back.””I guess I need to stop by and see him then. I feel bad but no one told mehe was back,” Corey said and looked at me.”Sorry I forgot,” I said.”Corey, are you okay now?” Scott asked.”I’m fine now once I had a nice little cry about it. It just hurt so muchto have your mom be so cruel,” Corey said. “I guess it’s when I don’t havea boyfriend she has this false hope I’ll be straight. That ain’t happeningthough.””Damn right it ain’t,” Hayden said. “You know when I first came here I wasashamed of being gay. Now I’m actually proud of it in a weird way.””Hayden, I sort of felt the same way. The only problem I had was Kris madeeveryone accept me even now. If you can’t accept the four of us then youbetter just move on,” I stated.”I’ve said it before and will say it again. Kris and Matt are the reason Ihave no problem whatsoever with having Hayden here. Juan helps too andnever once questioned me,” Scott said and kissed Hayden. “You know I’llsay this too I like fucking everything about sex with guys better thangirls too. I know a few around here would call me crazy but I do. Part ofthat is Hayden though. Matt, I still can’t ever thank you enough. He’sthe best thing ever even though he did say he came close to breaking upwith me last week,” Scott said. “Matt, I know you knew.””I did but I didn’t say a word because nothing ever came of it…” I said.”I came to my fucking senses, too,” Hayden said.”Dude, don’t ever fuck it up if you got something good going. It’s aliving hell trying to him back,” Corey said.Juan came to our door. He and Corey hugged each other. It was sweet tosee and touching. “We all have your back, Corey, no matter what. You knowthat, right?””We have your back too, Juan. If you ever need anything, holler. I’ll dowhatever I can to help out a brother,” Corey said.”Remind me next not to let this joker hug me though. He damn near squeezedthe breath out of me,” Juan laughed with Kris, Colt and Alex coming in thedoor.”Dude, you okay?” Colt asked Corey while patting him on the back.”I’m good now,” Corey replied. “I have the best friends ever. No one couldever buy friends this good.””Damn right they couldn’t,” Kris said. “Fuck those frat boys. Our shithere is ten times stronger than their paying asses.””Hell yeah it is,” Alex said with his new buzz cut.”Alex, I like the haircut,” Juan said.”It was dirt cheap, too. My buddy has the clippers if any of you are braveenough,” Alex said.”I might just do take you up on that. I wore my hair like that damn nearall the time in high school,” Colt said.We continued to talk before heading out to grab something to eat. Ratherthan hang with all the guys, Corey wanted me and him to spend some alonetime together. I couldn’t resist his escort buca request and went to his room with himalone since Michael was out with his girl. Corey and I lay on his bed andchatted until Scott and Hayden came knocking.”Care if we interrupt?” Scott asked.”Nah, we weren’t doing much,” Corey replied at the door.The two enter and crawled up on Michael’s bed with Corey rejoining me inhis bed.”Thanks guys,” Hayden said. “Juan was in Scott’s room studying and catchingup. We didn’t feel like being with all the guys tonight. If you need forus to, we’ll jet at any time.””Hell if you want, you can even do it right there,” Scott laughed. “Whoknows? Hayden and I might enjoy and start going at it too.”We talked for a while. Corey and I did our thing while Hayden and Scottdid their thing. There was a lot of lip smacking.”Corey, I do love you so much,” I said.”Matt, I’m so crazy about you,” Corey stated. “I don’t know what I’d dowithout you.””Seriously, I feel the same way now,” I said quietly stroking his face. “Ido look forward to seeing you every day. Of course I like hanging out withKris and all the guys but times like now, it is special.””Do we need to leave?” Scott asked. “We will.””No, just ignore us,” Corey said.”This is special, huh? Just the four of us enjoying our boyfriends,” Haydensaid.”I don’t want to be rude or anything but like Corey said, ignore us,” Isaid.”I get the point now,” Scott said. “Come on, Hayden. It’s time for us toleave.””No, you don’t get the point,” I said. “I want to talk with Corey, just thetwo of us. If you keep butting in, then yeah it is time. Don’t you enjoyjust talking to each other?””Now I get the point,” Hayden replied. “In other words, keep kissing, talkamong us and butt out of your conversation.””Exactly,” I said. “Just hold each other and tell the other how specialthey are. All of four love sex but it is nice to show your love whiledressed as well.””We’ll take the hint,” Scott said. “See I have a lot still to learn.””We all do,” Corey said.Scott and Hayden took the hint. Corey and I ignored them while we quietlydid our own thing. It was nice the rest of the night. The four of us didget in lots of loving time. When Michael showed up at eleven, our time wasover but I was ready to head back down to my room. By then, Colt was allthat was left and he headed to his room after ten minutes or so.Kris and I headed to bed around twelve thirty.”I don’t think someone got that special time tonight with Corey, huh?” Krisasked.”I beg to differ. Even though Scott and Hayden were there, we did once wetold them to do their own thing…””Here you were all over my ass when Colt and I fucked…””We kept our clothes on, Kris,” I said. “It was nice though to hold him andhave him hold me.””Yeah but no sex?””There’s a time for everything and tonight wasn’t the time. You should tryit some time and just sit and hold Liz without having sex…””Remember I did that shit at first. It sucked,” Kris said.”I know when Corey and I do have sex next we’ll enjoy it that much more.Kris, I need Corey as much as he needs me,” I said.”How’s that?””Kris, I think I seeing that I crave a man’s attention after my dadrejected me or should I say didn’t find time for me so many times. Coreyneeds my attention and needs to feel loved just like I do,” I stated.”So you’re saying you’re gay because your dad wasn’t around,” Kris said.”No, I’m gay because there is something in me that makes guys sexualattractive to me. I don’t think Dad being an asshole as anything to dowith me being gay. It does make me want to be loved though,” I stated.”So is Corey going home with you for Thanksgiving?” Kris asked.”Of course, I don’t think Mom will care but I will ask,” I replied.”Will she let you two sleep together?””That I don’t know but there is a spare bedroom but I will bring it up andsee how she feels,” I replied. “There’s no way I’m letting him go elsewherethough.””Won’t that be some good loving?””You bet it will,” I said. “Oh by the way, any word on how Jess is doing?””He’s sicker today than yesterday. I think he’s got the worst crud ever,”Kris said. “Dear God, I hope I don’t get that shit.””Me either,” I said. “See ya in the morning.”******************TO BE CONTINUED!!******************