The first time I ever masturbated I was 19. I had grown up being told that sex was a bad thing and that women were not really supposed to enjoy it all that much. Touching yourself was completely out of the question, unless you were bathing. So, early one morning I was feeling a little hot and horny and decided to try it out to see what I was missing. I had always wanted to see what Pendik Escort it was like but had only gotten as far as being a little curious. For some reason whenever I had even thought about doing it in the past, it felt dirty and wrong and I would feel very uncomfortable with it. Plus, due to my upbringing, I was afraid that I was going to be struck Pendik Escort Bayan by lightning or something. I was still under the impression that good girls didn’t do that kind of thing. I did love the feeling of inserting a tampon, though. And even though I had almost done everything under the sun with the first guy I had ever fucked, I never Escort Pendik got around to the masturbation process. But, on this particular morning, I felt like getting a little dirty. The urge to touch myself hit out of nowhere and I knew I had to get it out of my system once and for all. I was standing up against my bedroom wall. I was having way too much fun to move to my bed. Even though I was alone I was a little nervous and kind of felt like someone was watching me. I started out by gently caressing my nipples until they hardened up. Then I slowly trailed my hand down to my pussy, running my hand over my silk panties. The shock of doing this was unbelievable.