Sir knew that his sissy boy liked pokemon but underestimated just how much when he accidentally found a binder in the bedroom one day full of printed pokemon fanfiction porn and fan art he’d collected and commissioned. It was labeled as ‘the secret stash’. Where normally, someone’s stash included bondage art of porn stars or a DVD of hardcore fucking involving a babysitter and a delivery man or maybe hentai of a stepmom who was extra busty and her peeping tom stepson…etc but this was ALL pokemon-themed.Sissy, whose legal name was Udaya, who worked in retail, was mortified when his Sir had found his stash, so much so that it did cause a strain in their relationship that made bedtime encounters a bit awkward even to this day. As per their dynamic, when he comes home, Udaya is allowed to become ‘sissy’ and dress in femme wear that is more comfortable for him. And Sir cannot use the real name during these times unless a Safeword is invoked. And there are three. Alpha; Beta and Gamma. Alpha means everything stops, roles get suspended, proper in-depth check-ins are done and real names are used. Beta was just to give a minor check-in, real names can be used, but it is a moderate level, where Alpha was high. Gamma is the lowest level of stop and check-in real names may or may not be used.Sir, whose legal name was, Erich, was a manager at a dispensary supply warehouse. Their state had just legalized cannabis, and he held a card for medical use for the fact that he had pretty bad nerve pain after getting diagnosed with fibromyalgia four years ago. Cannabis helped. Sometimes. And he didn’t have to do any heavy lifting, just delegate and check things off on the clipboard and data entry in a computer and make sure the truck shipments went to the right dispensaries across the state that were opening up and registered with their supply company, etc. He had been working long hours lately and was feeling sad like he was neglecting his sissy, so when one day he came home and found him in the bedroom on his phone jerking his cock wearing only some hose and a bra that had his hard, dark nipples poking out of the lace, he stood at the door watching a while as sissy jerked and made cute whimpering sounds looking at whatever excited him on his phone.Sensing someone watching, sissy glanced over and his hand froze, seeing his Sir staring at him, his work pants tented and strained and there was a sizeable wet spot near the zipper. He was breathing hard, and when the hand stopped, he glanced at Maltepe Escort his partner’s face. His dark skin was flushed, and his long dark hair was sticky with sweat and plastered to his forehead and cheeks. “You want to finish me off, Sir?” he asked, his voice was small and vulnerable. And Sir blinked slowly, and went over to the bed and sat near his boy, then lowered and took the hard cock in his mouth, and began to suck, slow, steady, like it was worship like it was penance like he was asking forgiveness for the months of neglect like he wanted to do whatever he could to make things right again between them and not as strained.Sissy’s toes curled and he made the sweetest sounds, whimpers, before he cried out as his seed shot into his Sir’s mouth, body squeezed and the load was thick and gushing like he’d denied himself a few days. Sir swallowed him down and sucked him till he went soft in his mouth, and then looked up at the sissy and he was breathing hard and looked so … blissed out as his hand rubbed his pecs thru the bra. “I’m so sorry, my love,” Sir whispered as he buried his face in the sissy’s thigh. The sissy sat up on his elbows and frowned in concern seeing his Sir break down and cry silently into his leg. “Erich, hey, time out. Baby, come here, please? Time out, time out. – Safeword Alpha. Come here… come to my arms. Why are you apologizing?”Having moved up to be held, he took his glasses off and sniffled softly a bit. “I’ve been so negligent. I didn’t mean to be. I just…”“Shhh,” Udaya cooed and rubbed his lover’s back in soft circular patterns that seemed to avoid certain parts of the back that he knew were nerve clusters that if interacted with too much would activate a flare and make his lover miserable physically even though he did his best to not let it show. “No, I have been. I know I have been. I was … taken off guard, with the pokemon thing. And I didn’t know how to meet your needs, and I felt inadequate and confused and I just sort of withdrew… a lot.”“Sweetie, I know, I know the pokemon thing kind of weirds people out, that’s why it’s just my personal fantasy material, what I look at to get off on my own. You meet my needs just fine, Erich, honestly, but it sounds like you were punishing yourself a little here, hm?”There was a lip quiver and a tense of his jaw. “I need you to let me make this up to you. More than a blow job, I…need to make this right, for me, please?”“But you didn’t do anything Maltepe Escort Bayan wrong to make right…why do you–”“Udaya, please?”“Alright. What were you thinking?”“I don’t know yet. I just want to find a way to tell you that your pokemon kink doesn’t weird me out. It was just … a side of you that I felt I made you feel you had to hide from me. And I didn’t like that feeling. You shouldn’t be ashamed to share stuff like that with me. And I just … want to express that the things you find sexy are a part of you and beautiful cos you are beautiful and I…feel like I have been needing to do this for a while. I have felt … like I have been taking you for granted, you keep the house clean, you cook and do the shopping and still work four days a week, and I barely thank you like I used to, like doing things to make you feel … like my cherished, sissy boy, who I love more than anyone I have ever loved.”Udaya averted his eyes and fought the emotions inside him at those words. “That would be nice. Pokemon means a lot to me, it would be nice to share that with a lover for a change instead of hiding it in my sock drawer like something shameful,” he whispered and then moved to kiss his Sir. first on the top of his head, then Erich moved to kiss him full on the mouth, and they made out until someone’s stomach grumbled and they had to decide on dinner. *****Days, weeks passed, and slowly Erich became more and more affectionate, giving gratitude kisses after dinner like he did when they first moved in together. And sucking him to sleep, and then curling up next to each other in what they affectionately called ‘Sissy’s Maternal Pose’ where sissy had Sir’s head on his chest, and Sir had curled up in an almost fetal position against his sissy, an arm wrapped around. It was slowly coming to the sissy’s attention that Sir had a ‘little side’ that wanted to show up and be cuddled, even once or twice sissy caught Sir sucking his thumb as he slept. He knew he did that when he was younger from sharing childhood photos when they met each other’s families but never had he thought that he did it still as a grown man over thirty. But somehow, the sissy found it sweet and did not say anything, just quietly admired the vulnerability and intimacy of it.Maybe being 24/7 in fixed roles wasn’t working. Maybe changing it up was what they needed. Still waiting on whatever Sir had in mind to show that he embraced the pokemon kink. Sissy wondered if he should Escort Maltepe find a way to make a safe space for Sir to explore sometimes not being Sir, and being a little if he wanted, or being a middle or just to take the Sir role off and be whatever felt right.That night at dinner, he decided to breach the topic. He got home first and could already smell the beef stew he had put in the crockpot when he left for the day, it smelled like perfection. He went into the kitchen to take a small spoon taste, needed a little more salt but otherwise, it was amazing. Smiling a little to himself, he turned the stew on warm and dashed a bit of salt in and gave a quick stir with the stirring spoon, then went to go get changed and showered and then hopefully have the bowls out by the time his love came home from work.Erich came home knowing he was on the verge of a fibro flare, he just wanted to crawl in bed in the dark and let his body hurt and express the hurt and not have to hide and put on an ‘I’m okay’ front or mask anymore. He set his keys in the bowl by the door and could smell the warm stew that had been brewing all day. He smiled weakly. “Bae, you home?” he called out.Sissy shouted back a reply, and then was on his way downstairs in knee highs and a frilly short, lilac dress, his dark hair long and out of his Sikh turban and sort of gathered into a loose ponytail down his back. Already the Sissy could see the worn look on his love. He went over and stood in front of him. Not sure if it was okay to hug yet. “I’m home,” he said smiling and giggling a tiny bit. Erich smiled. “Dinner smells good.”“Beef stew, are you okay to eat at the table tonight or shall I bring you a bowl in bed?”Erich gave a slow sigh, that started a spasm of oww down his shoulder blades and he winced a little bit, closing his eyes and taking his glasses off. “Uhm…”“The couch is also an option, I can bring the blankets here, and we could … I don’t know. Build a blanket fort or something?” Sissy was quick to offer.The mention of the word ‘blanket fort’ made Erich freeze a moment. His jaw went tight. And he looked up at his lover. He attempted a smile. “I’d like that,” he said softly.“Consider it done. Take your time. I will get the bowls poured first so they can be cool and lukewarm and not sensory hell to eat. Then I will get the blankets and pillows and work on the fort.”Erich slowly took his shoes off by the door, and made his way to the couch, walking slowly, he took off his pants, then shirt till he sat on the couch, in just his boxer briefs, a basic dark gray, nothing special, just the only ones clean at the moment. Erich was a simple man, he was very basic and often thought of himself as boring. Or too boring to deserve someone like Udaya, who was charming without even trying to be.